Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Been so quiet...

But here's the glimpse of what's going on in my life...
Actually, I don’t have a sense of needing anything personally. I've learned by now to be quite content whatever my circumstances. I’m just as happy with little as with much, with much as with little. I’ve found the recipe for being happy whether full or hungry, hands full or hands empty. Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am. I don’t mean that your help didn’t mean a lot to me—it did. It was a beautiful thing that you came alongside me in my troubles. - The Message

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Lizzie Velásquez, one of the most beautiful women alive

I don't usually take selfie shots... And if I did, I rarely share those photos. Sometimes I do because Google Plus' terms and conditions state that I need a profile photo that is seemingly a selfie shot. Hehe... Also because I'm making fun of myself. I want to test [myself] if I can upload my selfie to Facebook for all the friends to see, and if I wouldn't delete it. Guts test.

What's the big deal? You may ask. Well, it's just that I don't think I'm beautiful enough to display/expose/spread my face to more than a thousand people. Or, for me, it's just too embarassing. Or, I'm not just addicted to myself. Depends...

Growing up, I never heard my mama and papa said I'm beautiful. The only thing I could remember is - my mom always compares me with my cousins. We are four of the same age. One has matangos na ilong, the other one looks like a model and the third one has soft and smooth skin. Me? I remember her saying "kung sino pa ang babae, s'ya pa'ng panget". Those were the exact words she often used. [I have two brothers, by the way.] I love my mom and I don't hate her whatsoever, don't get me wrong. I just think she's not aware of certain things or she's just brutally too honest. *LOL

And so, whenever there are guys who have crush on me, (oo, meron din! elementary to college! akalain mo 'yon!!!) I.DON’T.BELIEVE in them. Much more if they say I'm beautiful. Sinong niloko mo? I also grew up not girly-girly because at the back of my mind, I don't have the right. I'm not beautiful eh. Kinikilabutan lang ako. I began to see my flaws even more! Like I'm so payat and kubado, I have uneven hips and ears, thick lips, bulging eyes, pangong ilong, monay-shaped face etc etc... My papa even thought I was a lesbian. And somehow, I partially accepted that I would never get married. Who would love an ugly-duckling like me? So, I never thought that I'd have a handsome husband! *wink*

It wasn’t easy to have low self-esteem like that. It’s very saddening and depressing sometimes. It hampers your growth. You don’t see your worth. You always feel embarrassed and conscious. You have the fear that people may not like you or appreciate you. You become reserved and may just prefer to be alone. You tend to try and try and try and try harder to become good at something so that people, somehow, will compliment you. And when they do, it’s very hard for you to accept. You always feel inadequate. You become envious of others. And many, many more...

[Whew! Admitting insecurities are really hard! But it’s totally liberating!]

That’s why when I watched this video of Lizzie Velásquez, the girl who was voted as the ugliest women on earth, I couldn’t help but cry.

 

To be called ugly, especially when you're a girl, is heartbreaking. But to be labeled as the "ugliest"... [not to mention the extreme insults and comments]? Oh boy! Para ka sigurong pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa. Or, you might just wish na bumuka ang lupa at lamunin ka. O baka naman higit pa sa isang dagat ang iniluha mo. The pain she has experienced is far more than I can ever imagine.

But instead of wallowing in self-pity, anger and depression, instead of hating people, she rose against adversity. Despite of the all the torments she had experienced in life, her faith, tender and quiet spirit shines through. [That's the love of Jesus!] She has gone to succeed greatly. I'm not sure if there are many people who can do that! [Nakakahiya ang vanity ko!]

Lizzie Velásquez is an American woman who was born with extreme, rare medical condition which makes her unable to gain weight. She has to eat every 15 minutes in order to live. She has some progeroid physical characteristics, such as the pointed nose and already aging skin. She is blind in her right eye and has limited vision in the other.


Lizzie is now an author of two books and a sought-after motivational speaker. Know more about Lizzie at http://www.aboutlizzie.com/
You made me the girl that I am for a reason. You gave me all those struggles growing up to make me stronger. You made me look different so I could see the beauty that isn't defined by media. 
And I will always look at it [my syndrome] as a blessing. 
I've learned to stop asking why because God does absolutely everything for a reason. And you just have to basically lay all down and let God take care of it.
- Lizzie

Finally, the Word of God says,
Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. - Proverbs 31:30, ESV
For the Lord sees not as man sees: man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart. - 1 Samuel 16:7, ESV
But let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God's sight is very precious. - 1 Peter 3:3, ESV

You are indeed beautiful Lizzie. And you are such a great inspiration. *wink*

Image Source: NY Daily News

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Illuminati Technique: Greenbelt 5, Ayala Center, Makati City

Peg na peg ko ang mga ilaw dito! Eto na, nag-palpitate din ang puso ko sa wakas!

Illuminati Technique lightings
Price: P250,000.00 +

Illuminati Technique lightings
P 239,000.00

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings
Price: P 99,000.00. My bet.

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

Illuminati Technique lightings

The prices are inclusive of installation, delivery, bulb replacement and lifetime annual cleaning and maintenance. 

Bongga! Bongga din ang presyo!

Main Showroom: 34 Quezon Avenue, Quezon City, NCR, Philippines 1100
Telephone: (63.2) 731.1815 to 16
Fax: (63-2) 781.3069

Quezon City Branch: SM Interior Zone, SM City North EDSA, Quezon City
Telephone: (63.2) 775.2564

Makati City Branch: 3rd Level, Greenbelt 5, Ayala Center, Makati City
Telephone: (63.2) 501.3134

A Visit to Sifra Interiors & Objects at Greenbelt 5

Looking for home accessories? Be it modern, vintage, country, rustic, chic with an Eurasian flair, asian or just any beautiful things, colorful and monochromatic alike? Sifra Interiors and objects have them all!

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Sifra Interiors and Objects

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Sifra Interiors and Objects

Sifra Interiors and Objects

Sifra Interiors and Objects

Located at Level 3, Greenbelt 5, Makati City
Shop online at Ava.ph
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Monday, July 22, 2013

Life is so short



Life is too short para mapuno ng galit, sama ng loob, inggit, worries, lungkot, negativity, panghihinayang...

Life is not about money, fame, success or 'yong may mapatunayan ka... but it's all about relationships - relationship with God and people.

Which makes me realize I shouldn't wait until my last jelly bean in order to value time and every relationship I have!
Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom. - Psalm 90:12 (NIV)

Friday, July 19, 2013

Late Lunch at Pepper Lunch

Pepper Lunch was my last stop after hopping from one mall to another! 

I started from SM Megamall for my passport renewal and then did some shopping. Then I went to Shangrila Plaza where we usually get our watches repaired. After that, to Greenbelt 4 and 5. It was my first time at Greenbelt and I was very amused at the numerous stores of designer bags! Nalula ang lola mo on the luxe bags. But I only visited Tod's to know the price and get my hands on D.D. bag. Medium is worth 71k and the large one is 84k! After kong malula, Tory Burch naman. 

My window shopping didn't end there. I also had to visit some home decor (Grassroots, Sifra) and lighting (Illuminati Technique) shops! It's already 4:30 p.m. ng matapos ako maningin!

So, dapat lang sa masarap... ang dami kong gutom!

I've been curious about Pepper Lunch because Chuvaness is talking about it and yes, she and her chef husband Jeroen own it. She even posted a picture of their restaurant with a lot of people lining up! Pepper Lunch must be that good! Aside from that, I've been missing Japanese-style food so I'm really excited to try Pepper Lunch.

Good thing, Pepper Lunch has a branch in Greenbelt 5. After I went down from the escalator, Pepper Lunch agad! 

Destiny.

Pepper Lunch
And meron talagang signage na line starts here! Daming parokyano ha!

Pepper Lunch

Facing the counter is this blackboard-style wall. I love it! I've been seriously thinking of painting one of our walls with blackboard paint. And this is just fanning the flame

Pepper Lunch
The wooden tables and chairs are soooo Japanese! The style, the natural color... I remember the furnitures in our apartment in Japan.

Pepper Lunch
Lovin' the minimialist and clean design

Pepper Lunch
And the lines... See that chair (what do you call that?) with leather pillows? Underneath that is a storage area containing plastic spoons and forks and other dining stuffs.

Pepper Lunch

Pepper Lunch

I ordered Hamburg steak and BBQ beef for P295. I'm always ordering burger steak from Japanese restos 'cause the one I tasted in Japan was really, really heavenly scrumptious and I've been craving for it. So, I'm always on the search for Japanese restos who have the same meal and taste!

Back to Pepper Lunch, my initial thoughts were 1) ito ba yung inorder ko? 2) eto nga... bakit parang ang liit ng hamburg steak? 3) ang sosyal, may nakabalot pang papel sa gilid.

Pepper Lunch
I added P60 for one side dish (I opted for mashed potato) and a tall glass of 8 o'clock orange drink.

Pepper Lunch

Pepper Lunch

I put some sauce on the beef and had my first bite -- and it was like I'm instantly transported to Japan!!! Soooo good and tasty!

Oh, how I miss Japan!

I had my second bite, this time it's the burger -- it was so soft and tender... and a li'l bit juicy... and... peppery.

Third bite, on the burger again, I was tasting a hint of, hhhmmm, ground basil?

I was really savoring every bite! And I was enjoying it! In fairness, masarap nga!

But... hindi pa rin ito yung burger steak taste na hinahanap ko. Oh well, oks lang. 

Kaya lang, habang tumatagal, I can taste some bitterness on my food, slight lang naman. Perhaps, I've put a lot of sauce or the food is burnt dahil ang bagal ko kumain. Mainit eh! 

So, I'm confused! Hehe... How do you eat your food at Pepper Lunch? Magmadali para di masunog or take it slowly para di mapaso? Haha!

But then again, what I like the most  about my experience is not just the yummy taste but the food is still warm until I finish my meal. Bongga!

Eto pala ang sikreto nila:


They have very extensive menu so you have a lot of seto to choose from. You can see the full menu at the Pepper Lunch website.

Try n'yo Pepper Lunch. The food is really delicious. Sulit.

And oh, before I forgot, their staff were all cheerful! Lakas maka-good vibes. And they greet every customer in Nihongo!

Sabi ko sa inyo, para akong nasa Japan.


Thursday, July 18, 2013

My Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote


Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote


Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote
Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote
Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote
Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote
Black Tory Burch Robinson Double Zip Tote

Love: sleek, simple but elegant, formal or smart casual... nakaka-donya ang dating!
Hate: look at the 6th and 7th photos... and it's so heavy-gat for someone like me who's always complaining of back pains!